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Absolution

Chapter One

Part One

 

Motivation

I’ve always had an addictive personality, I’ve learned to control my impulses, for the most part. Now my only real vice is women. I’ve been diagnosed as a satyriasis, a sex addict. My psychiatrist says it can be treated but I don’t consider myself ill. I’m able to stem most of my urges by sating my appetite on a staple diet of sex and controlled violence. Training at the gym every day helps too, I train until I’m too tired to fuck or fight leaving me fatigued but able to live a “normal” life.

 

Unfortunately the new girl at the gym has thrown a spanner in the works. It’s rather a hardcore gym, usually only inhabited by the most fanatic men, every now and then a woman will show up but never one to spark any interest and they soon give up or move to another gym.

 

This new woman however is an exception, she’s not like the others she’s more like me. She’s not just there out of vanity she’s there for the same reasons I am, to better herself and it’s driving me wild with adoration. I can barely contain myself in her presence not only does she have the most absolutely breath taking body, her work out regimen has an uncanny resemblance to mine as well.

 

As with any addiction, sex addiction can ruin lives, it might sound a lot more glamorous than other afflictions but to loose all self control, to completely submit to anything other than your own will is hell for a dominant man like myself. I need a fix, just a little one to keep me going until I figure out what to do about the situation.

 

The hub, not my preferred clientele but by far the cheapest and most effective and of little to no consequence. There’s always a plentiful supply of cheap whores willing to bargain for enough money to get their own fix. I look for a sober one, I hate the intoxicated ones I feel like their own affliction is contagious. The advantage of fucking an addict is that she’ll do absolutely anything for money, no questions asked and with all the police attention discretion is assured.

 

I find the prettiest creature I can find and walk past her on the opposite side of the road, then when I get to the end of the block I walk by on her side of the road. She knows exactly what I’m up to. “Hey gorgeous you looking for a date?”

“I am, come with me.” I offer her my arm and take her to a rough dive bar around the corner. I sit her down in a quiet corner.

 

“Would you like a drink?”

“I thought we could just go strait to business.”

“And what are your terms?” Believe it or not some junky whores are actually more expensive than legitimate escorts but she still has her looks and is better suited to my requirements. “Sixty with a condom hundred without.”

She looks like she hasn’t got much time before the sickness sets in.

 

I can take advantage of this. I look her in the eye with a grin. “Is that it, you don’t offer anything else? Any extras?” I can see her start to panic as she weighs up the odds that I’m going to abuse her. “Forty for a blowjob, handjob for a twenty.”

“Anal?” She hesitates. “It’ll cost extra.”

 

She’s really desperate I can see it in her eyes, I like to play with my food. “Anything a little more exotic?” She reluctantly nods. “Yes but it costs extra.”

“Candy doesn’t charge extra.” She seems surprised I know that name.

“Yeah but-but Candy isn’t around any more is she?”

 

“Would you like a drink or not?” I’m teasing her, I know exactly what she wants, she wants my money, so she can get it over with as soon as possible before the sickness sets in. “Let’s just get strait to business.” She says wrapping her hand around my wrist. I pull my wallet out, give her a glimpse of the thick wad of cash inside and head to the bar. She sees the bait, she’s mine now.

 

I come back to the table and hand her a double neat whiskey. She downs it in one then looks down at the table timidly. “We can go out the back by the bins if you like.” I take a sip. “Classy!!”

“Where you wanna do it then?”

“Not. Here.! I say with gritted teeth, I hate this filthy place. "You got a place?”

“No I need the money to get a room for the night.” I’m sure she can tell by the look on my face I’m not convinced.

 

I’ve always known about this place. When I was a boy I used to ride past the back of this bar on the way back from football practice. One time I looked out of the window and saw an ordinary looking man with a very skinny young woman, he had a look of pure ecstasy on his face. She had her arm elbow deep up his rectum.

 

“I’d prefer somewhere a little more discrete.” I take another sip. “There’s a motel around the corner.”

“How about my place.” She nods. “OK.” She puts her and on mine as I finish the last of my drink. “Lets go then. Follow me.” I pull my hand away and walk out of the door. I take her in my car back to the house.”

 

It’s a twenty minute drive and by the time we get there I can see a cold sweat start to form on her brow. I take her cold clammy hand and we go strait to the spare room. I play innocent. “Are you all right?”

“Yeah, so what you wanna do? Can I get money for a taxi back afterwards please?”

“Even better, I’ll give you a lift.”

 

“Thanks. So what do you want? Blowjob? Anal?”

“Just normal sex... with a condom. How much is that?”

“Hundred” She’s desperate. “Didn’t you say sixty before?”

“Yeah I mean sixty.”

“How about fifty”

“Come on sixty I’ll make it worth your while. If you give me a hundred I’ll let you put it in my ass too.”

 

“How about I give you this instead?” I lay a bag about the size of a golf ball full of heroin on the bedside table. Her eyes light up “Deal!” She reaches for the bag and I slap her hand. “Ah-ah-ah! All you have to do is sign this contract. It just says you’ll let me do anything I want to you, anal throat fucking anything.”

“OK deal just give me the bag!”

 

I take a clip board out of the draw and place the bag on top. “Here you go. Sign at the bottom.” She bends over and unclips a pen from the clip board, desperately scribbling her name. “You’ve done this before haven’t you?”

I don’t say anything. I wrap my hand around her hot slender neck and slam her against the wall. “You won’t regret it.”

 

She groans satisfied that she will be getting her hit soon and tries to kiss me. My hand firmly around her neck I keep her dry but beautiful lips at bay. “You gonna put it in my ass!?” I rip her top off exposing her braless breasts beneath. “Not today.” She wraps her arms around me as I pull her short skirt down around her ankles. “Seen anyone else today?”

“No you’re my first catch of the day.”

 

“You’re my first catch of the day too! Good I don’t fancy it if you’ve got seven different flavours of cum dripping down your leg.” I rub a finger between her legs to see if she’s wet. I’m pleased to see she’s a little moist but she’s nowhere near wet enough for my liking. I spit a large glob of thick saliva into my hand and rub it between her lips.

 

She undoes my belt, pulls my trousers and boxer shorts down spits into her own hand, using her saliva as lubricant as she expertly massages my shaft. We engage in mutual masturbation for a while as I give her the junky equivalent of dirty talk. “You can hit up in here and stay the night as soon as I’m done with you.”

 

I shove two fingers inside her slack damp cunt making her gasp. She’s still not as wet as I’d like but as I ease a third finger inside her I decide that it will do. I grab a condom off the bedside table and put it on, her hands wrap around over my shoulders and she kisses my neck. “Mmm. Do it. Do me now!” She begs as she grinds her moist cunt against my sheaved sword.

 

I grab her by one of her buttocks and lift her up off the floor. She assists me pulling herself up as I guide my tip into her slit. Then I grab the other buttock and dig my fingers into both of them as she impales herself onto my shaft with a deep satisfying groan. I pull her hips in towards mine forcing every last inch of my shaft deep inside her used cunt.

 

Now it’s time to fuck her in earnest. I hook my arms under the back of her knees and pull back slowly so her lips barely touch the tip and then snap back hard as if we’re attached by an elastic band. Over and over, long deep strokes until I can’t hold back my anger any more. It’s time to take all of my aggression out on her filthy whore cunt.

 

I fuck her hard, slamming her malnourished body against the wall with every thrust. She starts to moan with every stroke until finally I get what I wanted. I feel her body go tense and her snatch slacken. Her lips start to make a wet smacking sound as she cums on my hard vieny shaft with a spasm. It feels so relaxed yet so tight. She fits like a glove now. we’re a well oiled machine. Her arms go slack, I feel her start to slide down the wall a little and my shaft is driven all the way inside making her groan.

 

I re-affirm my grip on her bottom and pull her back up. “Oh baby! I got pins and needles in my arms...I can’t. Feel. My-legs!”

“You don’t need your arms to take a good pounding!” I whisper to her then gently bite her ear lobe. Her slick love waters and wet lips feel incredible on my shaft.

 

Time for us to get our hit. I step it up a notch, fucking her hard and fast, hot beads of sweat form on my brow as my entire body radiates hot sexual energy. The tempo getting harder and faster, her slick cunt makes a loud squelching noise with every stroke now as she moans like the whore that she is. The way she grinds her body against mine as she pushes back is incredible.

 

Harder, smacking her cunt against my groin so hard it bruises. She screams an angelic chord to the heavens and takes a deep breath before biting down hard on my shoulder. I’m not usually in to pain but when sufficiently aroused and close to climax my mind has trouble telling the difference. It’s enough to bring me over the edge and I twitch continuously inside her as I empty my entire load in her tainted cunt.

 

Mmm. That’s enough joy to keep me going through the week. She lets out a little gasp in time with my every twitch and goes slack in my arms as if dead. I put an arm around her hot sweaty body and one under her bum and carry her over to her bed. I pull out as I lay her down and carefully remove the condom. The tip of it bulging under the weight of a huge load as I tie a knot in it. If I’d gone in her mouth it would have taken more than one gulp for her to swallow it all.

 

I watch her breasts rise and fall as she catches her breath. “Oh my god I can’t feel my legs!” She groans. I go to the en suite bathroom and fetch a needle, a tiny candle and a spoon and lay them next to her with the dope. I light the candle and as soon as she sees the paraphernalia she struggles onto her side and starts hitting up.

 

I take my belt off my trousers and hand it to her then watch her sin. Once she’s done she passes out on the bed. I pick up the contract, our clothes, the remainder of the heroin and all the other paraphernalia. As I leave the room I say. “So glad we could come to an agreement”. I lock the door behind me.

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